My soul was always calling, I was just facing the wrong way.
What I thought was rock bottom simply served as a gateway to the layers within the psyche of my shadow I was too scared to meet.
Standing on the cliffs edge, I was quite comfortable pushing my inner kiddo off.
I didn’t know how to raise her; I didn’t trust her.
Mentors, healers, loved ones reminded me of my power, yet I was wildly captivated by my inner misery and the victim it groomed. After all, having problems was a mighty fine way of getting my needs of love and connection met.
I believed my depressor when she told me there was no way out. I believed my inner judger when she told me that because of all the “wrong” turns, I was too twisted to make life right.
Loosing more then I ever imagined, I simultaneously found my inner celebrator alongside fresh eyes.
I celebrated the part of self that was daring to see my trauma pattern of deprivation for what it was, and cherished it into wellness.
What is doesn’t have to be.
Where you are now was created months ago; where you are going is conspiring in this very second.
Do you know what your rules of engagement with yourself are?
How clear are you on what you will no longer tolerate from yourself?
What are the stories you tell yourself about yourself?
Step out of your power struggle with self-punishment and learn the art of radical self-trust. Learn to normalize self-inquiry not because you're broken or too hard to love, but rather because you care about how you feel. Because feeling your body from the inside out, and all of the energy coursing within it IS the stuff your dreams are made of.
The only way out Sweet Love, is through.
Just for today, choose trust over fear.
Just for today, strengthen your commitment to radically leading yourself into wholeness, and collect wealth.
xo,
Jen
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